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Be My Escape?

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 20, 2008, 4:00 PM
Be My Escape by Relient K

I've given up on giving up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
And this one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Because I know to live you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way of knowing where to go,
Promise I'm going because

I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you,
I'm begging you to be my escape.

I've giving up I'm doing this alone now
Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how
He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go,
Promise I'm going because

I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you,
I'm begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave

Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go,
Promise I'm going because

I've gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I've gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you,
I'm begging you to be my escape

I fought you for so long I shoulda let you in
(Oh how we regret those things we do)
And all I was tryin to do was to save my own skin
(Oh oh)
But so were you
So were you

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VampireWanderers [New Chat!]

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 20, 2008, 2:20 PM
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Join. cause you love me. :3

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Stolen quizzy thing from Zach~

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 19, 2008, 1:11 PM
~Name: Lauren
~Height: 5'6"
~Weight: I unno
~Birthday: May 2
~Birthplace: Hopital. XD
~Current Location: In my living room?
~School: Freshman. D:<
~Zodiac Sign: Taurus
~Chinese Zodiac Sign: Dog
~Righty or Lefty: Righty
~Haircolor: It was brown naturaly but it's black and blonde atm.
~Eye color: Brown. -.-
~Skin Color: Tannish. -.-

-About Me

~What's Your Family Situation (Parents, Siblings, etc): Mo and Dad
~Any Pets: Yup
~If So What Are They: Two dogs and a cat
~Favorite Relative: N/A
~Least Favorite Relative: N/A
~What's Your Heritage/Race: Mexican, German, French, Indian, Canadian, Mayan, Aztec, Dutch and Dark Dutch

-Love and Sex

~Sexuality: Bi
~Are You In A Relationship Now: Nope
~If So, With Whom: No one.
~For How Long: -.-
~Are You In Love?: Maybe?
~Do You Have A Crush On Anyone: Yup yup
~Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex?: Well yeah
~How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss?: 11 xD
~Virgin?: Yes.
~If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time: -.-
~Was It Enjoyable?: -.-
~Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed?: Neck
~Best Love Quote?: Love is a mother fucking battle feild.

-Your Friends

~Best: Kyler, Marina, Leah, Kat
~How Many Do You Have?: Alot
~Love Them All?: Of course!
~Any You Wish You Were Closer To?: :shrug:
~Oldest?: Jake
~Newest?: Uhhh...
~Pen Pal?: Nu

-This Or That

~Boxers or Briefs?: I like boxers
~Thongs or G-Strings?: Thong
~Shorts or Pants?: Pants.
~Shoes or Bare feet?: Shoes.
~Books or Movies?: Movies.
~Night or Day?: NIGHT
~Dark or Light?: Dark.
~Mountains or Beach?: Mountain, unless it's beach at night
~Snow or Sun?: Snow!
~Pepsi or Coke?: Either.
~Guys or Girls?: Both?
~Swim or Surf?: Swim

-For Or Against

~Gay Marriage?: For it!
~Abortion?: Depends
~Suicide?: Against. Ive had close friends die b/c of it.
~War?: Look at my icon. -.-
~Clothes In General?: I like clothes
~Penises?: What about it? Oo

-Favorites

~Color: Black, Dark purple, Blood red, Neon green, electric blue
~Number?: 13
~Holiday?: All hollows eve (Halloween in other words)
~Season?: Autumn
~Movie?: Soon to be Twilight! D:<
~Book?: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, The Host
~Magazine?: I unno
~Food?: Strawberries
~Drink?: Soda.
~TV Show?: Eh don't watch that much tv
~Song?: It changes
~Band?: Lots
~Computer Game?: Don't play em
~Video Game?: Bloody stuff. o:
~Shirt?: T-shirts. o:
~Pants?: Skinny jans
~Actor?: :shrug:
~Actress?: I unno
~Singer?: :shrug:
~Flower?: Red or Black Rose
~Scent?: Roses, melted chocolate or blood. o3o I know, i'm weird.
~Animal?: Wolves, Bats, Ravens, Snakes
~Cookie?: Chocolate anything

-About Future

~Want To Go To College?: Yes.
~What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: Vet or chef.
~Want To Get Married?: Yes.
~Want To Have Kids?: Maybe
~What Would Their Names Be?: Jasper and Alexandria. : D
~How Many?: 2
~Where Do You Want To Live?: i dun care.
~Where Do You Want To Get Married?: Idk
~How Do You Want To Die?: Spontaneous Combustion

-More Stuff About You

~Piercings?: Ears, once in right twice in left.
~Tattoos?: Thinking about it.
~Smoke?: Nu
~Drink?: Once on accedent. D:<
~Do Drugs?: No
~Skinny Dip?: Haha no.
~Greatest Fear?: None of your business. D:<
~Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate
~Go To Church?: Used to be forced.D:
~Religion?: None
~Scars?: To many
~CDs Owned?: I unno. ALot.
~Collections?: plushies. o:
~Like To Be Naked?: Yep
~Ever Eaten Sushi?: Yep
~Eaten a whole packet of Oreos?: ONCE!
~Been On Stage?: Yea.
~Danced In The Rain?: Fuck yes!
~Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?: Yes
~Weirdest Dream?: I don't remember them.
~Best Dream?: None of your god damned business
~Saddest Dream?: -.-
~Dream You Most Wish Would Come True?: -.-
~Think You're Attractive?: Haha, no.
~Shoplifted?: I stole a peice of candy from Safeway when I was 6, does that count?
~Been Caught "Doing Something"?: Nope
~Weirdest Makeout Place?: Uhmm, In your parents closet. o: XD
~Like Thunderstorms?: Yes
~Favorite Shoes?: Converse or Vans.
~Favorite Quote?: I dont have one.
~Best Advice You've Given?: I don't know
~Worst Advice You've Given?: I don't know
~Glad This Is Over?:Eh i don't mind.

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YaoiRPfun Characters

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 17, 2008, 9:46 AM
Name: Jasper Arlington

Age: 19

Hair: Long emo bangs, that cover his right eye, spiky in
the back. Black hair with pink tips on his bangs.

Eyes:One blue and one green

Body style: Not very muscular but,nice skin color, not to pale not to tan, and a nice flat tummy.

Clothes: Black skinny jeans, neon colors, rainbow stuff. Snake bite lip peircing, eyeliner. :3

Personality: Nice, very confident, very flirty.

Likes: Singing, Music, Drawing, Reading, Playing guitar.

Dislikes: Homophobes, hot straight guys. ;D


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Name: Alexandria Brooke

Age: 17

Hair: Black, choppy, very layered

Eyes: Chcocolate brown

Body: Nice curves, C cup. Nice tummy, slightly tan.

Clothes: Skinny jeans, band t's. random jewlery.

Presonality: Shy, sweet, very cute.

Likes: Girls, Boys, Tight pants, Eyeliner.

Dislikes: Thunder

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Chat aren't working. AGAIN!

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2008, 8:54 AM
Alright.. So chat ar en't working for me. Again... -.- So if you wanna talk. Note me. :3

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